May 16, 2012

crumple

the earth is spinning makes the time is moving and our life goes as it is..
unconsciously we living in this end of century but never thought how many years more for this little world will end its day..
LIFE
being love with someone make us be much more confident to stay on with our own life but fall in love couldn't guarantee us to be in right feeling all the time because the person that we thinking of still not ours until we have a confident to speak of our feeling..
then,it is what we call a risk !
we like someone and it doesn't mean the person we like will feel the same..
we will never get the luck in everything we do because its more to faith..
i'm wondering when my life will be  as lucky as the one who had owned everything in their life at my age.. why i'm not chosen to be one of them..
when someone want to know me it will never last..
i have no idea which part did i missed..?!
i need a strength to breath in right,
i need someone that appreciate my existence other than my own family and close friend,
i need a shoulder where i could borrow when i'm in need, 
i need one arms to catch me whenever and wherever i fall
and...,
i need the one who knows when i cry because i'm a type of person who will cry on my own and be in silent when i'm in trouble..
but i believe the time will come and he will realize that i was around without speak a word of mine..