good quality,i guess.

peace be upon all of my muslim readers.
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this is totally me. Switch on the tv but got nothing to watch. It is like necessary thing to do when I am relaxing myself at living hall alone,instead of listening to music I rather let the tv on without watching cause it feels insecure when you are alone in silent around this time where your parents and siblings are all asleep.

before we go to the main point why I decided to write something let me tell you how can I had time to sign in this account where I haven't checked for about more than a month,i guess. pfft~ This is because I'm in holiday mood.. Sound fantastic huhh ? I got two weeks emergency leaves due to an internal problem that my university faced right now. The details of what is happening is I don't know because I'm not one of the highest committee. so I take it as a positive thing because at least I had a chance to go back home where I were right now.

Okay back to my point for this entry..
Fourth semester ! second year I am in.. Alhamdulillah..
I got no word to describe how thankful I am for this sustenance.
First community service for me and my fellow doctors-in-training.
12th.April.2014 was the date and I feel really excited for that day actually. A night before I couldn't close my eyes and sleep tightly due to the hours counted was overwhelmed and basically I will feel very like totally sleepy on the next day if I couldn't sleep but for this case only I didn't. I felt wide awake ! weird me i guess. Lol..

the venue for our service was at Kampung Kota and it took around 20 minutes from our hostel. On that day,only got two groups from our batch which are my group,group 8 and the other group,group 7. We departed at 7.45 am and reached our destination at 8.20 am. The estimation of our time to reached the destination was around 8.10 am but then we're lost and it was the funniest part about this road trip. Me and the other four people which are my group members were in the same car and we follow the other car which was driven by Allyn. Her co-pilot didn't used any map or GPS devices or anything to show the correct path yet confidently gave direction. Halfway then we were told that we already lost and need to find the correct road. I guess the co-pilot learnt a lesson and knew he was using his smart phone and tried to find a help from the 'waze' apps. Sometimes overconfident could throw you off to nowhere..

The host welcomed us with nice treats where the villagers prepared us breakfast before we started with our service. Great neighbourhood with a strong bond between neighbours. Around 9.45 am we started to visit our patient's family at his house. We were asked by our coordinator who in charge during that day which is Dr.Brenda to do exactly the same as we've learnt during Problem Based Learning towards our patient and we were given a patient who suffered a chronic condition which is cerebral palsy.

History taking started from the mother of our patients until the last child in the family. Then we've done the physical examination towards all the children in the family from the steps of taking the heartbeat count until the palpation for vocal fremitus.

What a great experienced I had on that day. Not only for my course where I should learned most of the things from the books only for this two and a half years but also learned about life,be thankful for everything that we've owned now because we never know the future and what is going to happen in the future. *sobs

the sound of a fish

bloobbloobbloob...
can you imagine how amazing does it feels to be home for a month. I means real home. The one that people called it "home sweet home". I'm done with third semester and slowly walked in next semester which is 4 that come after three. You wanna know how do I spent my holiday ? ouh before that I just wondered how come the big thing like airplane went missing ?

the issue is none of my business anyway.
The girl who never get bored with her life,do you think so ? Yes she is. Never stop looking for something to do instead of just lay down on bed while holding a remote control with a bottle of juice like all the time. The truth is I decided to stay home alone and do whatever I want but when I think it twice there's nothing more I can do other than fall asleep while watching a tv. Final decision I go with part time job. Awesomeness overload ! I work at cinema again. Why ? because I love to watch movies and if I work at cinema I got the privilege where I can watch any movies that I want. Sounds fantastic right ! Plus I met a lot of people during my work time rather than just see the unreal people behind the screen. At least I was exposed.. Not just exposed to human but also germs because germs came along with human and human bring along the germs. Who cares about that by the way ?

I creates memories every single day. I captured golden moments with people I love.
and here some pictures of people I met for last two weeks.

exam week

yeayy !
Holiday had come and now I am free for just a month. =.="
but for me even a day given for holiday,away from books enough to makes me realise how fantastic life is.
I already in third semester of second years and I just finished with my third semester two days ago after I sat for final examination in duration of a week.
I got no time for other things during study week even though there's no class or tuition. I was overwhelmed with exam things.

10th.February.2014 was the first day for final exam. A day before,nope actually a night before the exam I was so cool. I mean I still can control my nervous hormone but it cannot stand for too long. Monday morning which is the first day of exam I realised my sympathetic system started to bloat and adrenaline started to hike above the normal level,my heart was racing. PPD was a first paper and thanks God the questions wasn't destroy my brain cell,yet. Note that people "yet".

11th.February,2014. Second day of final. Night before I and my other study members struggle together started from 9 pm until 3 am for epidemiology module and its worth it as most of the questions we've discussed come out in the exam. Says goodbye to epidemiology !

*what we do when we waiting for Aidid(another group member) to start the sg*

12th.February.2014. how fast time flies. Its already third day of final and I sat for integumentary system module. Slept at 5.30 am and woke up at 7.15 am. This is the main reason why my hormone imbalance. I need a sleep man ! Alhamdulillah, I cannot complained more as its worth lacking of sleep for the sake of my INS module. LOL.

13th.February.2014. Musculoskeletal system was a next paper and I am ready to stir the questions and fry the answers. Study group helped me get thru the whole week of exam. We discussed,we argued,we laughed and we stayed up all night together. How wonderful it was being with those who you comfortable to be with and study the same things with them. Two more papers to go and really can't wait to finish the next paper which is Nervous system and basic mechanism of diseases.

14th.February.2014. Friday comes after Thursday and NVS module comes after MSS. Nervous system is the most complex system in our body and not that easy to understand each and every of the process for diseases that affects the nervous system as it involve our brain. Alhamdulillah I managed to answer all the question with satisfaction.

17th.February.2014. Last paper for final and it was basic mechanism of diseases. Monday morning felt so tired because I spend less than couple hours on sleep. Perfect level of cortisol hormone for the growth of acne. Damn ! now my face had covered with acne scars and it looks adorable. =.=' fakkk ! acne scar never look good on face or maybe its a signed to shows that I've struggle for my final. Now under treatment of stem cell serum and it do takes time.

18th.February.2014. last day for final examination. OSPE day ! 12 noon I am officially in holiday. End of semester holiday..

study week ?

hello people !
according to the title I mean the question above looks like I need to explain more. Its almost 12 midnight and we got another 7 minutes before we enter to the new day which is Friday. Actually,I already in holiday but not really a holiday because for me holiday is all about doing nothing unless hanging out enjoyed my venti size frappucino. Since,I've got 16 days left for my final so I need to sacrifice my social life and need to read books before its too late.

Listening to Love Somebody by Maroon 5 reminds me of something that I really don't want to remember and just if I could delete most of the unwanted memories but I can't and that's the fact I need to accept. I think I should not care about that,right ? because every single second I will make a new memory and yeaa I shouldn't care. Just need to enjoy every moment in my life..

okay get back to our topic.! I need to revise 6 modules and really need to manage my schedule properly so I won't waste a month later.
I'd planned to head back to Kuantan next Tuesday but am not sure because it wasn't me the one who bought the ticket so I didn't know the details.
Three days left and I'm totally out from here for a week only. LOL.
but who cares even for a day I am really grateful if I could escape from here.

ouh I forgot ! I wanna share something for today's entry but its about yesterday story. I'd watched the latest movie of Frankenstein ! and letsss SCREAMMMMM ! I gave three thumbs,9 stars and biggest smile I ever smiled.. I love the movie as I love the UNDERWORLD movie. Big clap to the producer,he is the same person anyway. Okay means it is a must watch movie for now peeps ! better go for 3D,the graphic was fantastic I tell yaa..

I like Dr.Wade character. She's hot and intelligent. ouh for medical student I really prefer you guys to watch this movie because there are scenes where the scientist mention some of medical terms.

okay done with today's entry and I supposed to read books now. goodnight people !

blessing Friday.

good afternoon everyone !
since today is a public holiday means I got no place to go instead of staying home.
Tomorrow start the weekend for this week and next week I got two End-Of-Module examinations in a week which on Monday and Wednesday.
what a crunchy week before I head back to Kuantan for Chinese New year break and together with study week. According to the latest updated timetable,right after the last day of CNY break we need to sit for final examination for about six days and that sounds soo creepy right ! Yes,it is !

means there are only 23 days left to study all the things like "everything" but for me the "everything" doesn't sounds so scary compared to our final examination for the whole pre-clinical years that they called as "Professional Examination".
This examination included all the lesson that we've learned for the whole two and a half years. Things getting tougher and tougher but all we can do is just work harder and harder. Lastly :

"Don't live in a town where there are no doctors"-Jewish Proverb

as the clock is ticking and so does the time is moving.

nothing worth more than appreciate the time because we cannot turn back time just if you got the time machine and just if Allah wills to bring you back to the past and fixed everything. Since 'just if" sounds like never gonna happened so we need to use time wisely people. 

I am here to remind most of you,just to those who read this that everything happen for a reason. We as Allah servants just believe that Allah never burden us with such a thing that we can't even bear. Live positively ! 

I guess its a quote for today's entry. 

Routines schedule :

11.44 am : I woke up from the bed and exhaled hardly as I had wasted my morning life. I should wake up at 8 but I didn't                                                 

12.30 pm : I cleaned up the mess and go on with my life. 

12.56 pm : took a shower

2.00 pm : oouhh ! world ! reality ! means I'm done with my shower

3.00 pm : started studying and getting bored

4.10 pm : doing pedicure and coloured my nail. Yeah sounds stupid and lifeless. That's how I live my life here as I got no car to treat myself a frapp now.

4.15 pm : checked my "bathroom" and post something about today 

*and this is the result

we're going to London ?

I am not sure either it is a rumour or a kinda good news for AUCMS medical degree student. After it was officially announced by the founder and president of AUCMS that he already paid some RM146 million for the 21ha property in the green lung of one of Europe's most cosmopolitan cities.

and they said we're going to be the first batch who get the chance to experience the environment by ourself,I think I'm about to jump right now actually. From the source that can be trusted,I've heard that we're going to survive for 6 months there,means for one semester. Those who under MARA scholarship will given extra allowence for the whole 6 months.  

"Zainuddin was enthusiastic about the project, saying that having a campus in London would allow Malaysian students to broaden their horizons by studying overseas."

(source : The Sun paper)

 that's all I know for now and will keep myself updated for more information in future as news not always be the same for all the time. 

12 Rabi-ul-awal Mubarak

"Prophet Muhammad is the best man in history".

Peace be upon him.

Congratulation to all Muslims on the holy day of Eid-e-Milad-un-Nabi !

Prophet Muhammad had taught us(Muslims) so many good things.

last words from me :

"Muhammad is the way to paradise"

dont forget to add another one

6th January 2014 !
               6 days since the first day of new year eve. Even though I've spent my new year at home still got no time to post entry on how am I wasted my holiday at home. Guys its not really a holy-day for you to know because I need to sit for a test on Tuesday right after the break,it means I need to study like all the time and the truth is I didn't spent most of my time reading the books and get to know things that I didn't know. Too many distraction like most of other students when it comes to semester break they tend to eat a lot,watching the television and lay under the thick blanket on the comfort bed that surround by fluffy pillows.

              I started my semester break reading the lecture notes and a few sentences about integumentary system as I know I haven't sat for the End-Of-Module examination yet so I decided to read all the notes before it comes to second week of the break. Then, after I am tired sitting on the chair looking at the table just to make sure I could finish reading all the notes,I switch on my iPad and started to explore my facebook account. The first group page I opened was MD AUCMS 3rd batch '12 and scroll down if there are something new that I need to know andd suddenly one of my batchmate attached the updated schedule for January 6-10,2014.

                Kinda crunchy week haa ? got two exams in a week. Medical degree under AUCMS,all batches are arranged by our beloved Dr.Brenda. I've mention that I had struggled to finish with my integumentary system and out of nowhere the schedule uploaded MS was the nearest test after the break. can you see how fantastic it was.? okay as a doctor in making I need to be flexible and have to be more ready for sake of my future. Then I stared at my iPad screen with thousand thought running in my head. I stood up and got downstair for a glass of plain water as I believe plain water very helpful whenever I felt so thirsty then I sat on the leather couch just in front of 42 inch flat screen but yet I forgot to take the remote and since I already sat on the couch its very hard for me to get my ass up so I just layed on the couch and staring at the black screen pretend like I'm watching something. Around 3.30 am(I guess) I fall asleep.

               Suddenly, I was driving my car with naked top,I heard a voice "where are you going ?" and I opened up my eyes realised I was dreaming. Its already 7.30 am on the next day ! I thought my dad really gave me Aston Martin for my birthday but seems like only in my dream. Applause,applause ! When it comes to the next day I really think I need to reschedule my timetable and that's how I spend my first week at home during holiday. The day becomes hot and I think I need to take a shower now since I got no evening class for today. Ouh and I haven't perform my Zoho' prayer yet. Happy New Year everybodeyhh ! hope still not to late to wish all of you a great New Year,2014.