Feb 4, 2012

once cut,twice grows

a story about this long hair..
extra long hair for a busy student like me is hard to manage..
wake up early in the morning having a shower then have to spend about more than 15 minutes to dry up this maxy hair.. its take to much time just to focus to one thing..

NO ! NO ! NO !
this is cannot be ! i cannot wasting my time just to care about my hair.. there's lot of thing to think about rather than just think about this hair.. I DO love my hair, I DO want a perfect hair, I DO want my hair always stay in place but this is not a perfect time for all that.. i will give my 100% attention to my hair right after i finished my contract with matriculation as their student..

live without soapy T_T

more than one week i live without him and this is totally unacceptable..
i still can live without anyone but i cannot live without you my dear.. since you've been in 'hospital' i can feel that my life is so empty..there's no one could filled this emptiness.. no one can !

i looking for you every single second..,
there will always brings me back to you and it's never take to long no matter how hard i've tried i still can feel you here.. please,GET WELL SOON ! 
i need you to be here right by my side,seriously i've lost start from the day i'd lost you.. 
i know sooner you'll back to me but right now i really need you but there's nothing could be done as long as you still not in a good condition..
every single second i always searching for you even i know you are not and never be here for this moment but i want you to know that i always mention for your name in every words i'd said.. this showed how much i miss you.. i've never learned to live without you before and this is because you are the one who taught me not to live without you.. and now i'm breathless..!! 

give but don't TAKE

the title seem not related to my entry for this moment in the blessing saturday evening where people spend most of their time walking around outside their house rather than being at home..
i also have no idea why it haven't cross in my mind to be at downtown like i used to be during last weekend.. maybe...,
there's nothing could be done at downtown unless wasting my time looking at the people that mind their own business and holding hands with their partner.. its totally killing me since now i live on my own without no one care about me unless my parents that's just if they care if they don't still all alone without no one.. having a dream on becoming a DRAMA QUEEN is a thought that never have their ending because once the sun appears and brighten the whole universe all of my dream will disappears to the sky as the clouds are marching along and the birds are singing a song just like they do and a piece of my new life begin..

let me talk about the thing that just happen in my life for this while..
***2 second ago
***2 hours ago
***2 days ago
***2 weeks ago
***2 month ago
not a usual things that always happened to me in my whole life..
lost the person that i love and when i'm look after him he said that he have tried to find me but there's no where place that could found me since i've remove him from my friend list.. from that i'd realized that he no longer need me and love me.. telling me that you have someone else that could replaced me in your heart makes me speechless for thousand words.. ALLAH have gave me a chance to know him but why must He tooks him aways from my life when i'm started to really love him.. life do so unfair but when i've look beyond that faith i knew that our heart is not owned by anyone but its own by ALLAH.. whenever i'd lost i'll come to ALLAH.. He knows everything because ALLAH ALMIGHTY..


Jan 2, 2012

memories wif ARBYUSRY





photos







first entry of all the photos that i have 

talking to the road

road is where i step on for this centuries and wondering what would replaced this tar-made road for the next centuries or maybe i haven't have a chance to see all that.. whatsoever there's lot of thing that we can figure it out rather than this nonsense thought..in the evening on the 1st day of 2012 i've wasting most of my time wif my friends.. doing lots of stupid thing that should be spend for more benefit things.. as long as i still a time to spend along with all of my friend i'll take that opportunity so i will never felt sorry for not doing so.. but still feel sorry for the thing that i've done since it is such a waste thing i've ever done.. catched for a JACK & JILL movie for this raining season together with a guy named IHSAN.. nothing left in my mind,almost all the memory of our date have been delete from my mind...

Jan 1, 2012

great NEW YEAR EVE


droomm~
peetttt,peettt..
many sound that we've heard while watching for a people that waiting for a countdown..
for sure there are lots of people waiting for this moment thought that it happened once a year.celebrating like there is no tomorrow was waiting and kissing like there is no one around and hugging like you are the only couple that still stick until new year..HELLO ! i'm here all alone obviously single feel sick watching you've done that in front of me.. my eyes can't barely stand for that..

*it's the thing that happen during NEW YEAR EVE..
whatsoever !
since we already enter to a new year,new number and new age so there are lot of things that we should think about.. responsible are getting bigger,burden are getting harder and this make my life lil'bit complicated..
DUSSHH~
no matter what happen,how hard life is,how strong a challenge is "LIFE MUST BE GO ON"..
new year we should breath in with a new soul and blow out the old one.. gudbye 2011 and say hello to 2012 

this entry is not to welcome the year of 2012 but the purpose is only to share how me and my closest friend name farsha celebrate our NEW YEAR..

**the story begin...,
me and farsha meet at our best port then we walk down the hall and up the road and we reached at our first place called east coast mall then we decided to catch a movie and finally we up with a title start with the very nonsense story the DARKEST HOUR..you will regret if u choose for this one..!!!
stupidest movie i've ever watched..opss,bfore i forgot actually there is one place that attracted us to spend our time bfore our movie begin is the bestest home-made coffee that is STARBUCK COFFEE.. it is raining out there so why not we have a short break bfore we live our whole night long with a grande size JAVA CHIP with CARAMEL topping on top of it.. 
take our time at the place where we could smell a fresh roasted coffee bean and now you know what's angel drink..then,we moved to the place where we can rest our body for a while and watching for a false movie.. no matter how SUCKSS that movie is we still chill ourself since we know our aim to spend time with better than didn't know where to go.. rite after we done with our movie we pointing to the next destination called MEGAMALL heard there is a countdown for NEW YEAR EVE CELEBRATION organised by DIGI.. from 80 metres apart we could see that there are billion of people waiting for that moment.. for us that is not a matter since we're not pointing there to celebrating the new year but both of us want to having fun together..bowling is a main aim for us on that time..then,we booked for the 23 lane and we've started our game..pung,pang,pung,pang..the winner is me and i made it to take down 79 pin all together.. huraayy for me..
5,4,3,2 and 1...,HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY !! finally so long 2011 and hello 2012.. new number,new digit,new life and new inspiration.. its all about new me..!! nothing else that could describe how wonderful i feel for this new year.. I FEEL BLESSED.. craping around since my eyes didn't get enough sleep and lack of rest my mind also affected by this hormone that makes me type anything that i think it is related to this post.. okey that's all for now.. gudnite

Dec 24, 2011

monsoon season*unrelated title

rain,rain,rain !!!
since i'm already home so many things that i can do to spend up my time but still stick to one thing that i couldn't escape from as long as my status is STUDENT..
*ASSIGNMENT*
there are lot of them, stack of books and papers that need my mind to figure for the answer at the blank pages..
since now is still early so let me finished up my time with all this social networking before i start my day with an assignment and then hang out with my dearest friends..

LIST OF ASSIGNMENTS :

1.chemistry past year question chapter 1~2
2.english promotion board
3.mathematics worksheet-there are 12 pages all together
4.biology lab report
5.discussion for chemistry lab report

CHRIST-MAS !

woohoo..!!
today is already 24th december 2011 and tomorrow most people who think it is necessary for them to celebrate will spend their time for preparing a food and other things for their CHRISTMAS celebration..
i'm not part of them and will never be coz i only celebrate for an islamic eve.. enough on that.. thought i could spend lots of time with my old dearest friends together since this is a holiday but everybody busy with their own planning.. whatsoever.. now i'm in dilemma either i should go along with them to KL or not bcoz their planning is for 2 days but i have lots of assignment should be submit by next week.. hurmm,i think i should sacrifice my holiday juz for my assignment.. okey,my brain is half boiled  thinking of all this matter even its sound simple.

last STEP !

olaa,MAMITA !
there're lots of thing i would like to story about..
first thing first let me introduce the new me :
**
1.running single all the time
2.almost graduate from matriculation
that's all for the new person name SHAFIRAROSLI in her new world with a new environment..
huuuu,huhh*inhaled
the reason why i could breath with a very in deep is juz because i feel so free with my life now,no one that i should thought for,nobody that i should care about..it is all ABOUT ME.. since i already started with my new life so i've RENEW,REBUILD,REDUCE and REBORN from being so complicated to a great GIRL alive.. nothing could bring me back down,nobody could steal sumthing from me and no one could get into me unless i really believe that i was born to be theirs.. GOT ME ??
good to know that i'm able to be sumone new,means change for the better..sumtimes life need us to change,change some part that shouldn't be half of us..

now everything have turn upside down for me..,
started from the first day i'd meet one guy,in my thought he could be mine forever.,this happened about 5 month ago,a teenager that didn't know what should she do to fill up her leisure time before entering to some place for further study and finally she've got her final decision that is to find for a PART-TIME JOB.its already written that there is one vacancy for her at a place where people love to waste their time when they feel bored sitting at home called a CINEMA.. *golden screen cinema was the second place were she find herself that taught her much about being more independent..never cross in her mind she might find a guy that she thought could be her "superman" and save her all the time..
shuhhh~*wind got the answer !
her heart was always tried to kill her.. her thought was always wrong.. every time she never got the luck !
perfect guy will never ever exist in her life, a true love story will never wrote for her in her whole life..  yeahh,and that unlucky girl's name SHAFIRAH ROSLI..
but..,
for this living girl nothing would take her down..
she always been rising even from a lower place bcoz
"THE PAST IS THE PAST,IF WE CAN'T LET THE PAST GO THE FUTURE WILL NEVER COME"
words to motivate herself whenever she feel so down..!
that's what we called as LAST STEP in our life,LIFE STEP for the bad thing,LAST STEP for a false love and also LAST STEP for a bad memories bcoz i will never take another step for all this kind of PATHETIC matter in my life once again,never ever..