NEW EXISTENCE !

wooww !
no more a million years !
i don't have to wait for another years to have a new gadget to accompany me all the time whenever i need it..
no it is right here in front of me..

actually the official date when did i got my "BASKY" i don't even remember because its happen in just a blink of an eyes..
it is like i am dreaming..
arghh ! no idea what else words should i write to express how happy i am right now..
what a sweet fortune !
this is my new lappy-lappo.

the end forever

thank You ALLAH !
this blessing Tuesday the first thing i saw right after i woke up from the couch is my final result for the very final semester in matriculation program..
i open up my eyes,
stand up properly,
looking for my laptop and connect the broadband..
the first name i've type at the google search was f.a.c.e.b.o.o.k..
the reason why i'm looking for this web is just to know how many people has know their result..
then i ask one of my classmate the official account to know for my result..
LOADING....
thump,thump,thump
my heart beat faster and faster until it is successfully connected..
finally everything gave me a good and great fortune..
thank You ALLAH..
i haven't waste every second in my life for the whole program in matriculation..

thump ! thump ! thump !

okey what noise is that ?
wondering where does it came from..?
its from the inside of my chest and what makes it produces that such a loud one..?
let me tell you..
firstly...,
6 more days to go for me to know how much effort that i had spend for the whole second semester..
but after everything that i had done after everything that i had sacrificed ,now i can able to leave it to ALLAH and pray because only ALLAH ALMIGHTY..
insyaallah ALLAH will always be there..
secondly...,
there's a boy who come between my way and tell me that he loves me !

  

we work at the same place but different department..
he wants to look after me for all the time and say that he never want to let go of me..
and he kinda cute hard to deny.. FULLSTOP !

part time job !

halloo !
busiest life ever..
work,work and work..

my beat hear for the corn popping in the warmer

when i stare upon the popcorn i feel like i want to swim in it so i could kill two bidr with one stone..

*frozen kit kat,my new recipes

YEAH ! and this is the bored me..

sitting alone at the place that known as satelite..
this is the thing that i'm able to do if there is nothing left to say..

no much idea to write ! gudbye~

got sumthing to be given out !

ALHAMDULILLAH..,
Thank You ALLAH..
12 days been working from 10 o'clock in the morning till midnight..
i had earn RM 400++
and yesterday evening i had spend a few of it for sumthing special for someone special..
not much word to say just want to express the impress..

green color handbag by POLO

words printed wallet by RUCINI

lovely TRENDY ME perfume by SILKY GIRL

big gift box by MISS T

crumple

the earth is spinning makes the time is moving and our life goes as it is..

unconsciously we living in this end of century but never thought how many years more for this little world will end its day..

LIFE

being love with someone make us be much more confident to stay on with our own life but fall in love couldn't guarantee us to be in right feeling all the time because the person that we thinking of still not ours until we have a confident to speak of our feeling..

then,it is what we call a risk !

we like someone and it doesn't mean the person we like will feel the same..

we will never get the luck in everything we do because its more to faith..
i'm wondering when my life will be  as lucky as the one who had owned everything in their life at my age.. why i'm not chosen to be one of them..

when someone want to know me it will never last..

i have no idea which part did i missed..?!

i need a strength to breath in right,

i need someone that appreciate my existence other than my own family and close friend,

i need a shoulder where i could borrow when i'm in need, 

i need one arms to catch me whenever and wherever i fall

and...,

i need the one who knows when i cry because i'm a type of person who will cry on my own and be in silent when i'm in trouble..

but i believe the time will come and he will realize that i was around without speak a word of mine..

a gift for "A GIFT" !

huhh~
since today was already 14th.may.2012,then i had miss the biggest day for my beloved mum which is 'MOTHER'S DAY'..
everyone know yesterday was the day and every members of GSC know that yesterday also the day they got a pay for their job but for me and maybe a few more still didn't take for a cash..
planning to buy sumthing for my mum but since there is no enough money in my pocket i had to cancel all of it but today's evening i'll fulfill all the thing,set it up in the huge box and a hand-made card(in progress) on top of it and her fav chocolate.. can't wait to see the perfect ending of it.. i'm goin' to make the greatest mother's day ever in her whole life for this while..actually i'm planning to baked for a heart shape chocolate chip's cookies but    the time didn't gave me a favour to do it..

here some ideas :

1.explore for a cute handbag

2.looking for a perfect shoes

3.wrap it with a beautiful wrapping paper

4.chocolate from FAMOUS AMOS(delivery to her office)*great !

just FYI....

cooking or watching ?

ωηατ θε χελλ ης γοινγκ ον !
*the above sentence is nothing its just a computer error..
okey as a lady-born-to-be kitchen is the place where we need to enter to make things happen..

kitchen provided a perfect environment to cook anything or bake anything..

since this is my holy_month there is too much time to spend on cook lesson..

today is BUTTERMILK's day..!

get the recipes at the back of the packing pack of the buttermilk's powder..

there you go..!! good job sis.. 

maybe there're another doors

one chance had closed and i still believe that there are still others waiting for me to accept their proposal..

after struggling for more than 5 month now all of that things had relieved but still have sumthing huge in this spongy brain to think about.. so the conclusion here even we've finished our contract as a matriculation student,it doesn't mean everything is done.. making a choice on choosing a better place for my next stop point since my next destination need a very perfect preparation from every aspect and every angle..

UNIVERSITY SAINS MALAYSIA

this APEX university didn't think i'm good enough for their university since they had reject my petition completely by writing this when i log in to their mail..maybe this is not my sustenance..my luck didn't side my for this university..but i believed ALLAH is always there for me..He had sumthing better for me or maybe perfect one..the time will come..wawa said that this APEX university only choose those who got 4.00 pointer for PSPM I.. since i'm not one of them thus i am not listed to attend for the interview..

break-my-leg !

it is like whooaaa !!
i still cannot believe that i'm home for a real..
mean this time i am totally out from the 'busiest' place..!
personally i love to spend most of my time on study rather than do other stupid things since i'd set in my mind matric life is for study gain as much knowledge as i could..

but now i'm no longer stick with that "setting".. it has been a long time i haven't write an article about my daily routines..my life without all this social connection about less than 5 month like living in a world with nothing unless books,serious people and all kind of bored things.. every single day i meet a same people same road to take same food in the same time.. there is only one thing that makes matric life differ than the other.. the uses of time,at matric we all people,from matriculation student itself to the head-of-that place bring our mind into a fast lanes of living..what makes people think time is priceless,it just because if we missed only a second we could lost a bundle of knowledge that we should get between that interval..so,there's no reason for one to say "sorry,i don't have enough time" because until the end of our life also we could never ever get enough time if we couldn't make a good use of it..
i would never ever thought that i could adapt the environment..
today and now was my last day i be at the matric,living as a student..
started at 4o'clock in the afternoon on 26th.april 2012 i'm free from 'controlling' life.. hurray !!

BREAK A LEG SHAFIRA !